In a small village of Table Grove, IL, that only had 300 people, lived a small town girl who had no idea where agriculture would take her. I was a very well raised child. I loved having fun, swimming, playing sports, and doing all the things outdoorsy, it brought out the tomboy in me. From a young age, I was different than most. I loved working and keeping to myself while still being involved in all the activities in my community. Once I got to high school, I got very involved within FFA. Although our chapter was very small, I still got to go, see, and do all the exciting things as a young individual. My first ever National FFA Convention, I got to see Garth Brooks perform and it was heavenly. In the middle of my sophomore year of high school, everything was going splendid. My grades were good, I was a varsity starter in basketball, was involved in student council, national honors society, and fellow christian athletes. Then, my life took a turn, not necessarily a bad one, just an unexpected one. My family had decided that we were going to move to Macomb, only about 20 minutes away. I was feeling every emotion: angry, sad, heartbroken, and distraught. I was lost and did not know what was going to be next for me.
I felt so comfortable with where I was in my life, I didn’t want it to change. After my basketball season my sophomore year was over, I moved to a new high school the following Monday. It was extremely hard as I came in the middle of teachers being two months into the new semester. Even though moving to a new high school was one of the toughest things I had to go through at the time, I firmly believe that was the first of many times I enjoyed getting out of my comfort zone.
I am a high school graduate of 2021. After I graduated, I just wasn’t sure what to do with my life. I didn’t know if I wanted to go to college or not, so I decided to take a semester off and really think about what I wanted to do. From every corner and from everyone’s mouth I constantly heard “if you don’t go to college now, you’ll never go” or “I can’t believe you’re not gonna go to college and do something good for yourself.” I soon quickly realized that no one believed in me. Me being me, pretty stubborn and bull headed, I took that gap semester off and I was going to prove everyone wrong. Summer came and went, the fall semester approached and I continued to work at Hart’s Nursery in Bushnell. I was content right where I was caring for plants and being in the best environment. The fall flew by and before I knew it I was registering for classes at Western Illinois University. Western was close to home, I knew quite a few students there, and I heard great things about the agricultural program. I was scared, but I knew everything would work out just fine.
January of 2022 I found myself as a freshman again. I met so many new people and I was loving every minute of it. I did it, I proved everyone wrong. After I broke the stereotype of taking a semester off, I was determined to make my family proud. I joined Sigma Alpha, a Professional Agricultural Sorority, Collegiate Farm Bureau, Agronomy Club, and AgVocators. But this was just the beginning. After my first two semesters, I felt like I was going through the motions and didn’t find my “purpose.” I again decided I need to do something to get out of my comfort zone.
One evening I was babysitting at a fellow family’s house for their life group through our church. After I was done watching the kids, I chatted with the parents like normal. One talk led to another and I found myself talking to, without even realizing it, the Captain who is one of the Commissioned Officers in charge of the Army ROTC program at Western. Once we got to know each other better, he simply asked me “why are you not in the ROTC program?”, which was very ironic because my plan was to join ROTC at Western right out of high school, but I took a semester off instead. He noticed the potential in me just from babysitting his children. He gave me his business card and I went home. All I could do is think about it. What could this be? Am I destined to do this?
I decided to meet up with the Captain and discuss just what exactly this would look like for me. I said, “Let’s do this.” Once again I found a lot of close people in my life questioning what I was doing, but everything just felt right. I used to dream of being in the Army ever since I was a little girl. I committed to going in late April of 2023. I didn’t know what I was getting myself into, but I was up for the challenge. During this time, I also accepted an internship through West Central FS. I was completely torn thinking about having to pick between the two. After speaking with the hiring manager through West Central, he wanted nothing more than for me to be able to do both. So, I started my internship in the beginning of May and worked until I left.
I loved every minute of my internship. I loved my coworkers, scouting fields and identifying weeds, diseases, and pests, attending informational meetings, learning how to operate a forklift and loader, and of course getting to run a sprayer and floater. Work felt like home and I was questioning if I should leave or not, but I stuck to my guns because I am not a quitter.
In late June, I found myself on a plane flying to Fort Knox, Kentucky, where I would spend a little over a month learning the values of the Army and being trained to look, talk, and act like a soldier. I would be lying if I said they don’t tear you down and build you back up again. After my training, I came home of course still singing cadences every chance I got and marching in rhythm. My whole outlook on life completely changed after my experience. I am so humbled, blessed, and honored.
My life after Fort Knox has been such a huge change. I am true to myself, more respectful and responsible, and I thank God everyday I am here. I love being able to take what I learned during my training and bring it back to share with my peers, sorority sisters, and to help give advice when others need it most. I got to finish my internship and it ended on a high note. I was offered a part time position to work during school and just recently I have accepted another internship through Growmark and I am continuing to be an FS gal. As crazy as my life has been already, this is just the beginning.
If I had not taken the risks, I would have never gone to college, gave ROTC a try, or met the amazing people I have to date. This is your sign to get out of you comfort zone and go after what makes you happy.
Meet the Author
Hello! My name is Makenna LeFebvre and I am a junior at Western Illinois University. Currently, I am the Sisterhood Chair of Sigma Alpha, an Ag Council Representative for Collegiate Farm Bureau, the Secretary for Agronomy club, and an active member in AgVocators. When I am not at school, you can find me at work, getting an iced coffee, or Jimmy Johns! I also enjoy spending time with my one eyed dog, Willie! Thank you for taking the time to read my blog!